doraemon-day
mommy bought me a doraemon lunch box.
well,not exactly bought.it came free w colgate.
BUT I ASKED FOR IF FIRST
so its all mine mine mine now:)
haha.third childhood as liz says.

i miss dearest.
she's sick.with fever and she's puking and all.
poor baby.haiks.
and all i can do is just console her.
dearest,you dont know how much i wanna be there.
to take care of you and all like how you took care of me.
sighs.
sighs.
sighs.

im very tired of school.
despite the fact that only 2 more weeks and school's over.
im sick of the hypocritical smiles,
over-friendly banter among people who clearly donlike one another.
im tired of getting scolded and screamed at despite my attempts
to change;to be hardworking;to be the model student.
actually i dont aspire to be the one whom every teachers fawn over and etc.
i just wanna get them off my back.
just cause i wasnt the best,the most studious one
doesnt mean that im gonna stay that way.
im sick of the warped eyeglasses you all see me thru.
of the prejuidice i have to face.
why not for once see me thru new eyes and perhaps you'll understand im trying my best.

i miss her alot.really.
i just want to feel her arms around me.
it makes it seem as thou nothing else in the world matter.
like i dont have to give no shit to anything.
time just stops.
worries just disappear.
i wanna see her right now.

sighs.
dear i miss you so.

-LICKS AND SLU RPPS