BLEAG

hmmm.i've been feeling grumpy recently.
and i dontknow why.
been snapping at practically everyone.
especially her.
ohwells.
im really sorry
i've been a tab bit too cynical at what she tells me.
i want so much to believe her.
but i dont know...its hard?
haha.i've this whole handful bagful of insecurities.
she wants me to list them to her,
so she can clear them
but there's so many
i dont know where to start.
to be honest,
i just cant place a finger on what they are.
hmm.i've been pushing her away.
and recently...i've been testing her limits too.
how i've been treating her cant ever be justified in anyway.
she gives me smiles,i give her tantrums
she brings me roses,i give her crap.
im just wrong.
ohwells.


im really sorry

to mas:
hm.thanks for being such a friend.
for making sure i wake up on time for school.
and making sure i know who are friends and my foes.
who are reliable and who's not.
thou i've learnt a certain lesson the hard way.
im just glad im able to find a friend in you.
thanks yeah:)

-LICKS AND SLU RPPS